taraweeh

second day of going to taraweeh yday- this time i walked! 'After doing wudu and then walking to the masjid one good deed is added and one bad sin is taken away'.

*does your fast break when you have ill-feeling towards someone or some group of ppl?*

there was less ppl at taraweeh prayer yday. I think its cos it was a school-night or something. One thing that is annoying me a little but obviously its not a big deal is that the women won't stand shoulder-to-shoulder...maybe im just used to Ambrose during Taraweeh prayer?!! Plus, i guess its cos the aunti-jis need space for when they sit down and do sajuud...they're all mashaAllah very healthy. They all look and dress the same too- maybe they're all inter-bred and from the same family?!! Astaghfirullah, look at me slandering. Anyway, won't be going to the masjid for a while now :( And its not because i had a telling off from Bods- "in Hanafi Fiqh women shouldpray in the corner of their homes"- she forgot to add "...for there is greater reward"!! Yeah, i know this. But i wished to go against it yday for reasons that i thought were better for my imaan. Allah (swt) knows best. Everything is so black and white for her that i leave her to it.

Eco- could you go to Mufti's place and ask him these questions? cos i feel bad ringing him just before iftar and obviously its magrid time after 7pm. Im not sinful am i if i go against this ruling...its not haraam...
Also, ask him is it ok for girls our age to pray sitting down?- i can make 70 excuses for one or two of them but half a dozen can't have back/leg/knee problems?!!

anyway, 'truly in the rememberence of Allah do hearts soften'. This masjid that i go to is mashaAllah beautiful so it makes it nicer to read there. Plus, the mic in the sisters' side sounds echo-y...reminds me on Makkah. This is number two on my wishlist...i yearn to go to Makkah. At times like this i am so up for temp-marriages!! Eco- you have to come do iftar with me one day...it will be full of oily stuff but the taraweeh prayer is worth it. The first reciter is great mashaAllah and he's only 17 or 18 years old. I think he's the best out of the three but i think im biased cos i know who he is. *Is it asking too much to want future hubby to have good qirat?*

gotta go grocery shopping while mum is sleeping- poor her she has to wake up early and drop off kids to school. She's decided not to cook today- instead we're having meat curry from yday that nobody eat cos the alternative was fried food.

Still don't know where im going to uni :S ....will let you know by the end of the week inshaAllah.