:( didn't obviously get to go to Mcr cos, apart from being ill, was snowed in!! Anyway, fear not cos Eco and I are going on the first weekend of March when she returns from Norway inshaAllah. Felt bad cos i dont think anyone could make it so they had to cancel the party :S It was ok for me tho cos Aneeka came to see me in Bham. She surprised me by bringing Saima and Lucy with her. It was nice cos i got to just chill with them for abit while my family were busy with Nabeel's 6th Bday party. And what a small world?!! My dad knew Lucy's dad...and went to their house just before he passed away.

Get my results form my exams tmrw...a little nervous cos of the lack of revision i did over Xmas and cos i don't wanna be doing retakes over the summer!! Make dua for me everyone that i've passed. Stupid!! so angry at Citigroup- not heard back from them yet!!! How long can it possiblt take to say yes or no?!! I've even emailed and rang them! What more can i do? Just gonna sit and wait patiently for them to get back to me... think i should apply for other jobs in the meanwhile.

My CHANNEL S presenter cousin is getting married on Sunday. She only went last week to Bdesh and already set a date to get married. Actually, its about time too!! She's a older then me and my sister and has been with this guy for some time. Dunno what my khala/ khalu were waiting for...something about the guy 'establishing' himself. They'r obsessed with that word in Bdesh!!!! Anyway, don't think the groom is established...but what has happened is that he now has a student visa to come to the UK, where my cousing is, so it made sense to get them married asap!! Guess they'll be looking forward to the numerous dawats from the family in the UK?!!

P.S. Zzze- i have lost weight!! and found some size 10 jeans!! ;p

EXAMs EXAMs EXAMs

why the hell have i put myself through this again? seriously, you'd think id learn from three years of my degree to avoid exams majorly... anyway, this year i think i've revised the least in my whole entire life. Alhamdullilah all i need to do is pass (50%) but even then in one of my economics modules i really doubt i have!! Especially since i only got 52% on the coursework!! But that's only cos i had the Citigroup interview the next day so had to rush the essay!! Speaking of Citigrop...not heard back feom them yet:( I guess no news is good news. Have one last exam on Monday for which revision has been really limited!!

I think the only thing im looking forward to is partying in Mcr at the end of the week. Still trying to find an outfit but with the amount of weight ive put on i think i should just stick to wearing my oversized hoody!! so, what to do in my three days off doing nothing... on Tuesday think il hang out with Nad- my best friend in Bham who's recently started wearing the hijaab mashaAllah. and mayb go see Tasha cos she's ill at the moment dying in bed. So think it'll be nice if i dropped off her fave food to her...Lahore Kebab House Cheeseburger from Ladypool Road. She live milage away but it'll be a good excuse to go see what her mum has bought from India for her future sister-in-law. On wednesday i think i shall take advantage of Orange Wednesdays since i haven't in ages!! Gonna drag my mum along with me...okay, so what do we watch? Wanna see Babel but don't wanna see any 'dodgy' parts with my mum. Also wanna see Smokin' Aces...and The Pursuit of Happiness... decisions, decisions, decisions. Any suggestions anyone? And then Thursday im getting a make-up lesson from Bobby Brown and they're giving me a free lipgloss. Hopefully they won't convice me to buy something!!! I such a sucker when it come to these things...can never say NO. also gotta buy these shoes iv seen...don't have nice grey pair of heels!!;P

Anyway, plz could everyone make dua that my exams go well, that i at least pass them.